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August, I could really use a wish right now.

Hi, August! It’s 2010. Him & I crossed paths in 2009, here we are a year later. Hasn’t been the greatest year I must say but in between there was those happy moments. Actually the most happiest moments of my life. For the past year I have loved with all I got. Never had someone show me what true love actually meant. He’s my GREAT one. Showed me so many things no one else has showed me. Done things for me no one else has. Every little thing he did for me made my heart glow but I, Noemi Castro actually found someone who cared or appreciated me. Someone who wanted to be with me not because of what he saw but because of who I am deep down in the inside. Along came the downfalls not because of him but because of ME! I had too much pride along the way. I made mistakes after mistakes I never learned. I never had something so real in my life I was just afraid of how much I would get hurt that’s where my pride came into play. I never intended to do the things I did :/ I didn’t hurt only him but I also hurted US. We been through our ups & downs. We’ve been at it since not because of him but because of ME. If I could honestly take back what I’ve done I would do so in a heartbeat :( He’s not only the love of my life. But also my best friend. Someone I can actually call a best friend. He keeps it real even if it hurts sometimes. He knows how to brighten up my day even when it doesn’t even need no lighting. He knows what to say just to make the moment feel right. Here we are a year later fighting all because of me. Took me a while to finally realize A LOT of things. I just hope it isn’t all too late. I hope it isn’t all too late for me to actually make this work, I really do wanna make this work because in my eyes I can’t see nobody but him. I wish I could honestly explain how I feel about him but the feeling is unexplainable. I just know the feeling is amazing just loving him. It frustrates me because I don’t know what the future holds or where we might go but I just hope we are together. I never really wish for much but this is all I ask for. —» I could really use a wish right now. I’ve never cried or put myself thru so much for a guy. But I believe this is what LOVE is about? The Crying, sacrificing, fighting, working it out, etc… August, I could really use a wish right now. I just wanna go to sleep at night knowing everything gonna be alright… That everything will work out.. Its been a year, and it hasn’t been a year of nothing. Its been of year of something. I wanna forget old memories & start new ones. WYM, you are the one I wanna grow old with. YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING! I know our new beginning will be better than the old one. I would say I promise or trust me but I rather show you. AUGUST2009 - AUGUST2010 ONEYEAR - ONELOVE - ILY

I thank You for EVERYTHING..

I thank You for EVERYTHING..

Thank You for the possibly BesT 10 Months of My Life. Never Felt So aLive besides the day I Met My Son When he was Born. I thank You For Teaching Me how To Love. Thank You For Possibly Showing me The New Ways of Life and For Showing me Things I Never seen or Felt Before.

Thank You for the bad Times because it Showed me We could have Gotten Through Anything & Everything. Thank You For the Good Times for I could remember them All.

Thank You for being There when I needed You the most when I didn’t have nobody else when The world walked out on Me. Thank You for taking this road and Helping Me change my Ways. Thank You for helping Me become Someone Better Not For myself but Also for My Son.

Thank You for not Giving Up on Me when I was at my worst & Thank You for being there When I was at my best. I know I did things I shouldn’t have done And said Things I should have NEVER said and til Today at this Moment RIGHT NOW I regret it ALL. But the past is something I can’t Make Come back And Re-Do it Again. You Learn From It.

I did Learn And I’m Proud I Did. Because After That Even If was just A Little Bit We was Happy.

I Thank You. April 27, 2010 At 2Am - You asked Me to be your Girl the Words I destined To Hear. The Best Words That Possibly Put Joyful Tears in My eyes as we Made Love. I thank You because For the first Time in my Life I felt Appreciated.

I can honestly say I felt appreciated for the past 10 Months. I felt REaL LovE within My Heart. Something I NEVER felt beFore. I fell iN love For the FIRST TIME with someone so REaL Genuine SomeoNe Perfect In My Eyes. Thank You For Making Me LOVE.

If I could Change back the Hands of time and Re-do Everything I did Wrong I will do It in a Quickness. Because Everything Good in My life came Along when I met You.

I thank You, because my BeSt days were with You and Even The bad Ones I Loved to Spend Them with You.

Everyday I thank God for putting You in My path evenThough It was the wrong way. But it has Been the best most perfect Path I’ve ever walked on.

I know my pride Had To do With A lot but I thank You because with You I Learned that You can Lose The best things In Life. I let my pride Go.

Thank You for being the light Of my Life. My rainbow After the stormy Days. For Always Playing in the Playground Never Leaving Me aLone.

Our Love Ill Never throw Away Because Its Something I do Feel Is True, Its Something So Strong. Even if It takes Forever for Me to Move On ill be Fine With It Because Atleast ill Have Something WithIn me That Makes Me smile the Love We once Had.

If You Would or Could Have Given Me one More Chance I would Have showed You I changed My Ways. I wanted To show You The better Me the Only twitch of Change You were Longing To see All this Time.

I thank You, For Loving Me.

UnTil the day My Heart is fully Mines Again. I love You With Everything I possibly Got. My heart still beats for You

William 2NYCe Yakwii Martinez, I thank You For Everything.

im baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!